God Forsaken

So my dissent was a shallow defense I made
To lay waste through the powers of fame?
When all the blame I carried around my neck,
Viscous cycle of hate that I changed to find my way!

When the sovereign comes to me,
I eclipse in the shadow's veil,
Killing all I cease to be.
For the passing vein is hate!


A fall to the fires of Hell, never fail to awaken,
Though my soul ascends in the darkness of my heart, again;
I'm God-Forsaken.

A fall to the fires of Hell, never fail to awaken,
Though my soul ascends in the darkness of my heart, again;
I'm God-Forsaken.

With every turn I fail to learn my path,
and it's wearing down my days,
To be the voice of a half-dead suffering age
I never want to read that I ceased to find my way

When the sovereign comes to me,
I eclipse in the shadow's veil,
Killing all I cease to be.
For the passing vein is hate!


A fall to the fires of Hell, never fail to awaken,
Though my soul ascends in the darkness of my heart, again;
I'm God-Forsaken.

A fall to the fires of Hell, never fail to awaken,
Though my soul ascends in the darkness of my heart, again;
I'm God-Forsaken.

Now the grave is all I see


A fall to the fires of Hell, never fail to awaken,
Though my soul ascends in the darkness of my heart, again;
I'm God-Forsaken.

A fall to the fires of Hell, never fail to awaken,
Though my soul ascends in the darkness of my heart, again;
I'm God-Forsaken.

~DH

Closure

Vengeance will be mine, I will reciprocate,
And with a heavy heart, i walk this path I've been forced to take
You turned your back on me,
And I'm left here face to face,
face to face with my ramifications,
I'll find a place worthy of my cause.

Stuck at this critical point,
With anticipation of the thought of the choice,
I can't do this.
I'm doomed to make between love and hate,
Is this the man I've become.

The throbbing of my heart grows and turns into a steady pound,
Panic is given out in doses,
I've reached the end,
It hurts to breath, turn off the lights,
Save me from this life



Note: not original.

Pool of fears

I feel it all uorround me
Breathe all your hate into my lungs
I know that you can't stand me
Cannot help the way I've become
But all i wanted to be was
So much more then I am now
It doesn't even matter
The thoughts from you were just so loud


Scars of Life

Lost

So calloused, and so naive
to fight off this temptation,
i feed on disorder and delusion,
confusion reigns,
As choices prey on me and drag me through hell
I'm swallowed by chaparral darkness,
I wasn't born for nothing,
Sacrilege.
Thoughts in chaos without a cover,
Insolent me.
Save me please, I'm begging,
I need a panacea for my disease,
I'm letting out whatever is inside.

Infidel Love Song

Dying felt so good today,
If i was ever alive,
well it's hard to say,
Stoned, i awoke on the living room chair,
My life's been stuck in reverse,
I feel an impending darkness,
The endless memories of her,
a dark halo over my head,
The cold side of her face,
My Deliverer, My murderer
I'm solemnly following her,
The idle of my days is won,
the empty has made me numb,
And every step away from you is closer to clouds of fallen ash
The one i hold so dear,
Release me from this
let the darkness free.